YaAllah... sakit bgt rasanya :''''''''''( I'm glad we're over. Yatuhan, bahagiakanlah dia dengan orang lain walaupun sakit mengetahuinya amiiiiiiin. Muna bgt saya, menganggap kalo semuanya bisa diandelin tpi nyatanya gak bisa. Kehilangan bgt :"( emang rasanya sakit bgt, tapi kalo emang this is the only way to make him happy, harus ngerelain. cinta toh gak sekedar mencintai kan? merelakan juga, salah satu cara untuk ngehargain hidup itu sendiri. YaAllah semoga kuat amin.......

Sudah lama gak nge-post nah mumpung lagi di rumah ada kesempatan. YaAllah sumpah kangen bgt bgt bgt sama temen-temen global terutama.... 'ra' :D inget kenangan dulu dulu rasanya tuh pingin ketawa plus nangis saking kangennya T.T kapan ketemu cobaaa sjfageorjvxk,nfdgbsyrgturk ERROR!

I love 3 june 2010! Huahaha jalan bareng soalnya :3 tpi besoknya, udah pada tau -___- dan marah2 tanpa penjelasan dari gue dulu ckck gue cuman bisa diem *re: takut* gimana gak takut, dari kecil aja suka dibentak bentak yaa jadi tetep kebawa sampe gede juga. Kalo dihukum? gue gak takut, lah orang gue gak salah?? ngapain takut?. Nenek juga tau kok, tpi katanya juga gak papa. Please dong tolong dengerin penjelasan anaknya dulu, biar dia cerita dulu gimana jalannya. Jangan langsung vonis kalo gue salah kan jadinya gak adil -.- bukti juga kagak adaaa. Kalo mau tau, tanya sama temen2 yg ikut aja laah. Yg harus gue inget --> tetep stay cool, jelasin pelan-pelan ke bonyok (y)

NB: yg baca ini dan tau maksudnya apa, jangan ngetweet tentang ini ya :) thanks

I've promised to you. And I'll never ever break my promise. If someday The-things-that-i-hate happens, I'll accept it even it hurts me. As long as you happy, i support you:)

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

11 more days...

4 words: I HAVE NO IDEA

So here I am! I am sitting on the bed and listening to the i-dont-know-the-title-of-the-music. It has been 3 days i didn't post my blog. Di kamar tepatnya di kamar bonyok gue, ada jendela ke arah poolnya Aryaduta terus gue ngeliat bnyak orang yg ngumpul di samping pool itu. Dan gue jadi kepikiran pngin candle light dinner :33

dulu gue cengeng dikit dikit nangis #jujur. tpi sekarang gue megang 'tegar' karena hampir semuanya pun begitu. pertanyaan yg selalu ada di otak gue, 'gimana kalo SMA nanti?' terlalu takut buat tahu apa jawabannya. gue suka mikir yg enggak enggak dan suka pesimis. what i need is honesty :) dan bukan itu aja gue butuh pembuktian and i know you want them too. i thought i've did already and it's your turn.

gue nulis ini karena gue ngerasa gue udh ngelakuin yg terbaik dan klo ternyata salah~ balik lagi kalo gue butuh kejujuran itu. if it isn't enough, i'll do my best :D

I've done so many mistakes. kadang gue suka ngatain diri sendiri karena kesalahan yg gue buat itu sendiri. dan menurut gue itu ganggu banget karena gue jadi gak suka sama diri sendiri heee -.- pernah gak kalian ngalamin kayak gue juga? gue ngerasa cuman gue sendiri yg ngalamin

begini cara mengatasinya (ea) gue mikir toh semua orang gak pernah luput dari kesalahan kan? bukan berarti kita punya kesalahan terus menganggap kita yang enggak enggak. buat kesalahan itu suatu yang wajar asal setelah itu kita gak ngulangin lagi dan anggep kesalahan itu sebagai pembelajaran. baru sekarang gue mikirnya huaha dudul

pernah marah gak? ya pasti pernah kan? pada saat kondisi apa lo marah? kalo gue waktu gue lagi capek dan dalem keadaan gak stabil. mungkin semua orang begitu dan menurut gue itu wajar. nah gue tulis disini supaya emosi gue gak keluar karena sekarang adek gue nyebelin dan minta buat gue marah. arrgghhh tahan na tahan

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thanks before ;)

i thought you’ve forgot me in fact, you did not. i thought you didn’t love me anymore in fact, you did not. i thought you wanted to forget all your memories with me but in fact, you wont. i’m wrong. those things have made me dropped my tears. but now, i know the truth that ylm :)

oke jadi gini biasanya kan klo bad dream itu sesuatu yg kita takutin, true or false? TRUE! dan yang paling gue takutin kalo mimpi itu beneran terjadi who knows? 2 bad dreams pas kemaren & kemaren nya lagi selalu ada di otak gue. selalu dipikirin dan takut banget kalo itu terjadi. moga aja enggak ya amiiiin :)

thanks so much buat cutie sama brownie yg udh kasih gue pencerahan(geli). selalu support gue :) dan terutama selalu ngehibur gue kalo lagi sedih entah soal lovelife, keluarga, dkk. klo lagi pesimis, mereka yg buat pemikiran optimis sehingga gue jdi ikutan optimis. jadi inget waktu jalan bareng mereka, gue waktu itu lagi sedih dan mereka yg buat gue jadi seneng lagi padahal menurut gue klo gue sendiri gue bisa nangis lama untung ada mereka.

ily cutie, brownie <3>